i had a crush dream last night. avram was the inspiration for a sequel to the harry potter series about harry as a grown-up wizard. then he was cast as harry potter in the movie versions. i was so especially smitten with him after he reached his stardom status. but i think i started getting jealous when i worried i wouldn't be cast as his witchy wife in the movies.

on another note, over a week ago i had a grieving dream about my grandfather. he was dying, gasping for air in a bed, and i was standing beside him tearfully thanking him for all that he gave me and trying to ask him questions so i could learn from his 96 years of experience.