a few recent dreams. two nights ago, i dreamt liza was getting married in new york. avram and my family bought plane tickets to fly up with me, but a few hours before we were supposed to leave, i freaked out and insisted i couldn't fly. i cried and cried and my mom told me she didn't like my "second brain". she explained that i had two brains, and the second one hasn't been as active, but she can't stand it when it takes over. i believe everyone ended up flying, except me, but i decided to walk instead and somehow got there about when they did. on my way into town, i saw someone riding a bike, and i asked them if they'd chickened out of flying too. they said they just would rather ride their bike, so we walked into town for the wedding together.

last night i had one nightmare, in which avram and i were looking for houses. the only one we could find was a tiny old shack. inside, it looked as if the people had left in a hurry, as much of their stuff was still inside. i didn't feel comfortable walking past a particularly large but partially covered hole in the wall. everyone told me to come on, but i figured out how to fly over the hole instead of walking in front of it. i soon realized why i hadn't been comfortable, as when for some reason, i was trying to change clothes, a ghostly head flew out of the hole in the wall and was trying to watch me change clothes.

after i went back to sleep, i had another dream that i was part of some harry potter adventure. there were all of these cats in trees that only i was aware of, and the cats gave me tips as i was trying to solve problems. there was one cat that was annoyed with me for not having done what i said i'd do for it, so it refused to give me some necessary bit of advice.

in another dream, i was interning at this place that before i quite ashamedly abandoned in a fit of depression. they didn't realize that i was the same person who had abandoned my commitment to work with them. i felt like i was walking on eggshells trying to not give them any clues that would remind them who i was and what i had done.