dang it. another scary dream last night. everything was dark and cold, and all i was aware of was my body lying still in bed. then something started tugging at my stomach. and i felt my body being lifted upward from my belly-button. i was fighting to stay in the bed, but of course i couldn't move. so i was more willing myself to remain in bed, all the while my middle-region being lifted into the air. then i started screaming and woke up.

i also dreamt that i put a quarter into a gumball machine and wasps poured out instead of gumballs.

and another dream about giving diesel subcutaneous fluids. she was being so good, that i left her in the bathroom alone with them. i forgot her, and when i came back she had disappeared and the fluid bag was empty.